you are the one
whom i wanted in life to have
the one who can make me smile
and the one who can make me laugh

you are the one
whom i waited for so long
i cherished every memories we had
and i cherished you as you are

you are the one
who made me cry every now and then
the one who makes my life like this
and the one who made my life so

miserable

you are the one
whom i cared and love for so long
the one i dared to be with forever
and the one whom i wanted to be with

you are the one
whom i can confide to
the one whom i can trust to
and the one whom i can run to

you are the one
who makes my dull day so bright
you have brigtened my soul
and you have brigtened by life

you are the one
the one whom i always thinkin` of
the one who can make me real
and the one who can make me so weird

you are the one
the one who made me felt this way
the one who always pushed me away
and the one who left me hangin`

you are the one
the one who made me always think of
the one whom i can’t live without you
and the only one who made me half alive

you are the one
the one who make me felt sublime
the one i wanted in my whole life
the one i missed every now and then
and the only one who bring out the best in me!

-jhel -sept11, 410pm-

A midst of silence
I always think of you
Thinking of perfect songs
Or poems to write just for you

I don’t know why
Why you’re always in my mind
Every minute, every second
And every hour of the day

I can’t possibly realize
Of falling in love with you
And I can’t explain
Of what I’m feeling for you

I don’t know how
How these things happened
And I don’t know what
What might happen next?

What took it so long?
Before I realize that I love you
I just can’t understand why
Why I’m falling for you now

So many questions in my head
But no one had an answer
Even a single word or phrases
Just to clear all my consciousness

O God please pardon me
Give me all the reasons why
Why these things meant to happen?
What is with him that makes me fall?

I can’t get him out in my mind
Like a traveler in my head
He’s the only one
The one whom I love

He helped me open my eyes
Just to see the reality
And helped me find myself again
Just to start a new beginning

How I wish you would hear me plead
And give me another chance
To hear your words of wisdom
And let me fill with your love…

-Jhel (may 25, 2007; 1:15am-friday)

i love you and you love me but why can't we be together.?

Alone in the night or even in the day
Got nothing to do and nowhere to go
It’s like rainy days in summer
That makes my life so numb

I don’t know why
Why these things meant to happen
And I also don’t know how
How to mingle myself in this cruel world

Pain inside are already vanished
Yet the scars are still there
This made me weak inside
And bent my knees to cry

I don’t know how
How to find myself again that once lost
Because of this abstract thing
That makes my life miserable

And now I found my light
My light & shinning armor in the dark
Who guides me through my way
And help me find myself again

A midst of solitude
I already found someone
Who can fill the emptiness of my life
And leads me through the end of time

He’s the only one
The one whom I cared for
The one whom I trusted
And the only one whom I always loved

I thought I would never be in love again
Coz of the bad things happened from the past
But now, I’m falling in love again in silence
To the land of hopes and fantasias

But how can I make this for real
That the prince of this key to my heart
Don’t even know what he truly feels
And how to read the language of love in silence

I don’t know why I’m falling in love with you
And I’m aware that you had someone
But I’d rather hide my feelings for you
Rather than to break a sacred rope

I want you to be my partner forever
And grows old together with you
And I think I’m falling in love again
But I don’t know if you feel the same way like I do

How I wish upon a star
That we could be together
And be my angel in disguise
Maybe only in my dreams
But I do hope we could be…

-Jhel- (May 22, 2007@01.03am – Monday)

how i really wish that i could find `my other half` in this crazy mixed-up world.. =(

amidst of solitudine
i found someone like you
someone who could love me
and accept me for who i am

he is the only one who could make me laugh at all times
the one who could only bring back the time
and the only one who could wipe away all my tears
and converted it into laughters..

bit by bit i almost forget what we had
but our memories still remain here in my heart
and i know along in this miserable journey
someone could replace your place

i knew it’s impossible to find someone like you
but i found your silhouette here in a dark place
where i can be completed and
can embrace him with all my heart..

And now I found my light
My light & shinning armor in the dark
Who guides me through my way
And help me find myself again

i don’t know if i love him
but i know this much is true
i miss him the way i missed you
and i need him d way i wanted you

he’s the only one in my life
The one whom I cared for
The one whom I trusted
And the only one whom I always loved

I thought I would never be in love again
Coz of the bad things happened from the past
But now, I’m falling in love again in silence
To the land of hopes and fantasias

he’s the only bloke in my life
and i wont let these days passed by
’cause i’ve already forget you and
welcome to love this someone

his the only one who captured my soul
the one who could brightened up my days
and the one who could make me smile
just in a blink of the eye..

again, i felt love is in the air
and hopefully that this someone
could fill the emptiness of my soul
and everytime that i’m with him,
bliss is what i always felt here in my heart..

-Jhel- (March 21, 2008@11:36pm – black saturday)